Italy!

How strange it is to be back. In Italy, I was filled with relaxation, lightheartedness, and confidence. There was always something to do and somewhere to walk to. My mom and I walked so much and stayed in such great shape. We could get gelato or granita when we needed to cool down. We could go swimming in our pool, lay out to tan, and relax by the beautiful view of the water. My mom and I shared such a strong bond while we were there. We were able to compromise and keep each other laughing throughout the day. We met so many incredible people on vacation, I can't even describe it. From BCBG fashion designers to famous pianists to simple people from Ohio & Colorado, we couldn't believe the people we met. Rome was filled with its rich history and our trip to the Coloseum was spectacular. We ended up eating across from Valentino's 40th Anniversary event one evening. Sorrento was my favorite. A dream come true every day. Even eating take-out in our room one night was the best, haha. Capri and Positano were both beautiful :). And Antonio Caggiano's winery in Taurasi was unforgettable. The whole trip was a gorgeous experience for my mom and I.

When we arrived at home, we were hit with shock of the difference. I was again faced with insecurities. I began to feel a loss of direction again. We couldn't just go walk into town or take a day-trip to Capri. Our pictures don't even hold the true meaning and true excitement of our trip. It was hard describing everything clearly enough to really get the stories across. We felt stuck. I mean, it is wonderful to see everyone again, especially Adam, Crystal, and Dad, who I missed like crazy. And I can't wait to see Molly when she gets back from mission. But can't they go there with us? And experience that joy with us? I don't know. I think it is just hard adjusting. I need to get out of this slump. O Sole Mio...haha.